Sunday, October 4, 2009

Home again

So now we are both home for good!! How nice it is to have us all together again. Now it is time to get back into the swing of life...homeschooling, chores, routine...etc. etc. We also have a huge move ahead in the future as we move to Belize, Central America and begin working down there. Life comes fast.

I have found with Hannah's arrival, I am thinking more and more of when the other children were first here. I am saddened with wonder, at just how quickly time has gone by. Derek is now 10, and it seems only days ago, we brought him home as new parents. I'm sure the extra motherly hormones are contributing to this, but I just want to love much. I want them to very precious they are to me.

There have been times, when tired and weak, I have just looked at one of my children and cried, because I was too tired to correct them, but I knew I must. "Please, just do right, and we won't have to go through this again..." I'm sure that has been the heart's cry of many women through the ages. In all of my training and discipline, I hope, I pray...that they will always know they are loved, and wanted VERY MUCH! With this new baby, the desire to be more loving, more caring, more understanding, more patient, more those I love, has swelled within my heart to a point of consumption...

May it consume me every day, to be better.

I've had many older moms tell enjoy these days, they go by far too quickly. But...I want to do more than just enjoy them. I want to be right, to do have memories of loving my family...enjoying THEM. I want to remember laughter in our home. I want to remember love in our home. I want to live I may not have a tomorrow. I want to love today, like there will never be another time to love.

"Lord, help these dear little ones that you have blessed me be loved by a Godly mother, who seeks YOUR heart, YOUR mind, YOUR love for them. Forgive me for being impatient at times. Give me a greater capacity to love...make me more like YOU, for their sake."


  1. I'm so happy to hear that you and the baby are home! Praying for you and the family as you get back into the routine of things as well as preparing for your move.

    Have a wonderful wk.
    This is the day that the Lord hath made I will rejoice and be glad in it.
    Paula S.

  2. So glad baby is home with her family! I was hoping to see that news this morning. We'll keep praying for you.
    Love, Amy

  3. I am so glad you are now all home together...
    praying for you.......What a great great

  4. So glad you are both home. I always wanted to get back into rountine as soon as possible after a baby was home and I was recovered. It was at the 6 week mark that I needed a break. This is a lovely post. Thank you for reminding us of what is important in life. Take care.


  5. Havent run into you yet. I have been praying for you these new days. So excited for this new sweet life! take care
    love, nancy



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